Dreams of Jolie
Yesterday as I thought about her, it felt as though I could practically feel my heart breaking with how much I missed her...but she always shows up right on time to let me know she's with me. I've gotten pretty good at once again being able to function in my every day life, but I'm always thinking about her. It's a normal thing for my sub-conscience to remember daily that I birthed a child that passed away. More challenging is that I have to remind myself, that although she died, I didn't and that it's ok to keep going. It's ok to keep living.