WEEK 28 | Twist Results x Life and Health Updates
On the emotional side of things, this staying home thing is getting to me again as it does every few months or so. Not saying that I miss slaving for people, but for a gal who is used to working full time in addition to having a freelance business as a side hustle...this feels strange. However, I realize that God is prepping me for the most important job I'll ever have - motherhood. I just have to keep reminding myself that this is where I'm suppose to be at this point and that I'm Blessed enough that I can stay home till Grey gets here safely. At the end of the day, his safety comes before anything else. Truth be told, between all the doctors appointments I have each month, 2 hospital visits for 2 different infections, a period of bed rest and a 4 day hospital stay...I would have probably lost this hypothetical job anyway lol. I've been working on different business ideas, but the fact that I can't jump on anything immediately, gives me too much time to talk myself out of things and convince myself that it's not going to work. My mom tells me that I'm putting too much pressure on myself, that I need to enjoy this time and I'll know what to once Grey get's here. She's probably right...she's always right, lol. Success will come and it may be in a form other that what I initially planned. The next few weeks are going to fly by and all my focus should be on prepping for Grey, my health and trying to spend as much time with my husband before baby gets here. I'm going to try that.
...and finally order the favors today, lol.